Metaphysics is the science of the universe.
➨ It is the exploration of the universe from a moral and mental standpoint.
Metaphysics and “spirituality” are the moral and vibrational exploration and understanding of the universe.
“The vibes are conscious energy currents, or energetic wavelengths. They intricately define consciousness, create life, and from them sprung the vast expanse of the universe. […] It is judicious to say, then, that the universe is conscious, and alive.” The Vibes
“Consciousness is made of the same [thing] that makes the universe: energy. These energy currents form a single unit made of a multitude of currents. That’s consciousness, and human beings are a miniature of that.” Human Consciousness.
I am the peering eyes of the universe that speak the truth
I have been talking about the vibes ever since I was a child, but no one was ever paying attention, because the direction the world leads people into doesn’t acknowledge the “vibes”. People could sense it was true, but I suppose from their perspective, its implications gave them pause. Which is paradoxical, because they could sense the vibes as well, because their mind was made of them, but they weren’t publicly acknowledging it either because they were too swept by the current of the world’s modus operandi.
The world has tried to suppress knowledge of the currents of existence, not on purpose, but because its goal of keeping the survival machine moving contradicts knowledge acquisition. You don’t come into a world ready and packaged up that redirects you towards what is right, you come into a partially displaced world because of trauma. When people see this, they don’t speak up about these things, then, they assume they’re the only ones who share in the mind processes they feel, even though we all function the same way because that is how the human mind (consciousness) fundamentally operates.
This is the most important knowledge in the universe because it describes its nature. It describes the nature itself of the universe and has extreme power because it’s what makes things happen, not just through being conscious of which mind processes lead you to which decision-making processes, but because the vibrations themselves can move matter, because they are more powerful as an “element,” and therefore they change the shape of existence altogether.
My goal is to spread knowledge of the universe, because there is nothing more important than this in life. Nothing else is relevant apart from the universe. Everything is declined from this, including your everyday dilemmas and conundrums.
personal tidbits
☛ My first name was invented from scratch by my mother. According to her intentions, it means “daughter of god”. According to my ex’s interpretation, it means “the universe’s special child”. Neither fully acknowledge the reality of me at all.
☛ 6th 🌓︎ ☋ ♄
☛ A funny quote from an acquaintance about me, “It’s just, how is she alive, how does she live?” (I agreed).
Mission Statement
➨ Physics tells us about how the vibes function. But it doesn’t tell us that the universe is conscious. It satisfies itself with dull, blind facts, which however much they are fascinating, can’t be complete without the understanding that the universe is alive, and without the touch of internal sensing that comes from consciousness. It also doesn’t tell us the why of the mind or the why of the universe. It just tells us that it is, and like with all things science: duh.
➨ Psychology, which attempts to focus on the why of the mind, ignores the fundamental of physics, and therefore misses out on the nature of the mind itself, and that human essence is influenced by these basic governing physical principles just as anything else that exists and is alive in this universe. It focuses primarily on the “physical,” rather than the “para,” or in summary, the metaphysical, and entirely misses the point.
➨ Philosophy concerns the abstractness of life, but through the influence of ego-fueled academia, locks itself in a tower of “Look at me I’m so clever.” But it ultimately is the branch that understands that the nature of life is not to be physical, but vibrational (they don’t call it that because that’s outlier for them as well), what is regarded as “abstract,” because it cannot be touched by your physical body and thus isn’t experienced by it.
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Ultimately, it is metaphysics that touches upon all these subjects.
Through metaphysics, we gather the why of the mind,
and how it’s influenced by the laws of the universe
Thereby resulting in metaphysics,
which encompasses all these fields
but goes beyond them to marry them into something comprehensive,
giving us the big picture of existence.
There can be no understanding of truth, without the gathering of all these fields together, to attain the bigger, global picture of existence.
The definition of “spirituality“
“Spirituality” is an all too unregulated field, and it is dismissed by others. But all spirituality really is, is understanding the universe, from a moral, mental and vibrational perspective.
People fear the fact that life isn’t a physical thing and that the physical aspects are only the negligible part of it, and aren’t half of its totality. The unevolved fear this, and they tend to dismiss it altogether, which is what science (the community around it!) does as well.
While I do not like the term spirituality, because it smells too much like incense and crystals, this is often what people refer to this field as.
What it really is, the closest term, is “metaphysics.” Of course, that won’t ring a bell with everyone and most will prefer to call it spirituality, and some will dismiss the field when called spirituality because they think it’s too woohoo.
.Extras
Titles & monikers
+ the masses vs elevation
People typically want to see a title that will quickly summarise what a person is. Dalai Lama, buddhist monk, Zen master, spiritual guru, something. Unfortunately, I can’t find one that fits.
I don’t go by titles like: “spiritual teacher,” “spiritual gurum” “influencer,” “therapist,” “psychoanalyst,” or any other title because none of them are accurate. I don’t think it’s possible to encapsulate everything with one word, and when I get down to it, a lengthy essay explaining everything is more fitting. It sounds like someone who’d prescribe meditations and affirmations instead of pills, the spiritual version of a psychiatrist. Neither work when used like that.
To my knowledge, others in fact also struggle with wording this thing I am and that we’re all doing. From “new thought leader,” to “author”, to “inventor” and a bunch of other broad terms that don’t dare to describe themselves more specifically because all of them are out of the normal humans-created beaten paths, describing the vibes, this specific magnetic nature of life, is difficult (I’m working to find a name for it.) What is a person who does that?
For professional and fancy twitter bio purposes, I refer to myself as a metaphysicist. But that’s by default, because I have no idea yet how to refer to what I’m doing. Based on the above description, what do you think I am title wise? (and please don’t say something idiotic like “crazy”).
The best way I can define myself is by saying that I sense the vibes, and I can report on it. That helps me define (word) and explain what the mind/human consciousness is doing, which itself relates to our fulfillment, which itself relates to our universal, moral, and so spiritual evolution.
For this reason, title wise, I remain with my cryptic, summarising with a somewhat humorous undertone, name, “vibe rider“.
What also needs to be said is that anyone can sense the vibes, as we are all vibrational creatures, though the range of sensing can 1. be limited, and 2. be reduced through practices. It’s a matter of “hierarchy” between individuals, which is strictly a matter of spiritual evolution: some may be truly dumb, or dumber, but everyone has a sensing threshold where certain things enter into their awareness; they wouldn’t have enough potential to tap into to evolve, if they didn’t -> if you can’t sense the vibes that means you aren’t alive: to be able to focus your being into a whole walking human means you are intelligent enough for it, otherwise it wouldn’t happen. Meaning that even if one person is more advanced than another and has more awareness, it doesn’t mean someone dumber can’t sense the vibes at all; they can, just less. But they still can. That’s the important distinction, because that acknowledging it isn’t cultivated by the system, and yet it’s the key to make people less horrifically stupid and “retarded” (I mean delayed).
It’s a paradoxical relationship: people are kept stupid ↔ and are genuinely stupid, but then are kept in a state of stupidity, and it’s what makes them stupid; it’s a two-way street. If people were not maintained in a state of blindness, they’d try to feel around in the dark to get out of it. → In other words, they would still be stupid, but they would be actively doing something about it, because that’s the natural drive. But because the world keeps people stupid, they feel comforted that it’s okay to be. They think it’s fine to be unevolved. So they do nothing about it.
On the other hand, a lot of people in the spiritual community are drunk on their own evolutionary privileges and we’re all a bunch of megalomaniacs thinking we’re better than the rest of the peasants (although, one note, everyone, all humans, feel this way because it’s an instinct born out of wanting to detach from the indistinct whole: “everyone is stupid apart from me” bad news buddy, that includes you, but of course not me.), and the more advanced we are the more we think we’re the best, while also objectively knowing our just and correct place in the universe. It’s paradoxical.
That being said, all of us are made of the same energy currents, and like I argue, it’s the same as having hands and exploring the physical; we explore the metaphysical with our mind the same way. I happen to be particularly attuned to it, and this is what I share and distribute, because there’s been enough of the world ignoring this.
But it is wishable for the whole world to be able to do the same too.
Toxic & fake positivity
+ Why I have no interest in it / → Embracing darkness
Most people complain about negativity. In their eyes, any negativity that goes above almost any threshold is excess negativity. Doesn’t matter who it’s about, when people see negativity, they tend to flee; they’ll reject their loved ones, themselves, etc, although people have a weird knack of being able to accept the darkness in animals and rehabilitate them.
The fake spirituals would like to cover up their darkness with falsely positive words and with other falsely used practices, which is a blatantly “blasphemous” misuse of what affirmations and other practices really do. It’s nothing more than a blanket thrown over the “darkness” they refuse to acknowledge.
The mainstream world is worse, because they run on entertainment and oblivion, coffee and energy drinks, to avoid looking at their life.
People tend to cover up negativity with a blanket, and this blanket prevents you from knowing what is going on inside your mind, and it removes nothing and solves nothing. It’s both wrong and stupid in the sense that it is unproductive and doesn’t accomplish what you want it to, because it doesn’t make anything go away.
There is no illumination in fake positivity. And that’s what the shallow side of the spiritual movement is about (to be clear, this is not to throw the spiritual community in the grinder). Avoidance of darkness, avoidance of all the things that are dark and negative inside us, because they can’t stand its weight, and they can’t stand its consistency.
But I couldn’t care less about presenting a radiating, positive front where I act like I’m some woke meditative person or something, because that’s not connection (illumination) and that’s not what people’s lives truly are like. I can stand it just fine, and I understand that, at the core, what truly hides there at its source, is suffering. You will always be safe to be yourself with me.
The thing is that darkness isn’t “dark”, it’s just you. It’s a bunch of stuff you aren’t clear on, haven’t properly identified as you, or that you never de-repressed. And because it’s steeped in suffering, natural repression always occurs, and external repression is combined to it. But it is simply just YOU. It’s YOU. You are this unacknowledged stuff. It isn’t “demons,” “monsters,” “impulsivity,” “intrusive thoughts,” etc, it’s YOU. You just haven’t acknowledged it and looked it in the eye, and you’ve struggled to do this because suffering represses everyone, because that is how human consciousness works.
“Dark” means forgotten. It means thrown into the confines of our subconscious to the point that when it comes out, we didn’t even know it existed to begin with. Consider that these things, it’s all just your friend, the unacknowledged you, continuously relieving something angsty because you haven’t put it to rest yet, and because the world has repressed you against your will, which isn’t your fault.
The world (therefore, we, all of us) only ever benefits if we are not afraid of ourselves, and above all else that means looking at what we do that we don’t acknowledge with our frontal part, and to make good friends with it.
By running from this kind of darkness because it’s too heavy, people reject themselves and thus the world, and they reject the healing the world needs, because you’re also rejecting yourself. These people are effectively working against the world’s healing, and thus their own, every single time they turn away from something rejected from the eyes of everyone. We can never heal the world, much less ourselves if we don’t look at what’s hidden underneath, and if we don’t let it out.
They also have the tendency to, when helping, trying to get a person out of their negative state immediately. They throw encouragements and other forms of positivity, with no picking up on the fact that a person may want to dwell on the feeling, not to stew in their bad mood unproductively (not to be confused with purposeful stewing in negativity because you want acknowledgement), but to understand the state they’re in. It’s an idea that is not particularly welcomed, and can scare some away.
Trying to hurriedly and forcefully drag the other person out of it with various forms of blanket positive words is an uninformed act.
Ultimately, the only key out of a negative state is understanding, and embracing it. Give it lots of hugs. Because the force generated by understanding is what diffuses a negative vibe (transforms it), and propels you forward into a better state, aka a “higher state”. → Because then there is genuinely nothing holding you back. There is no other solution but to accept the state you’re in at the moment you’re in it, and understand it.
Looking at it in the eye is the only way to ever master it. You don’t tame darkness by pretending it doesn’t exist but by acknowledge it and looking at it in the eye. You don’t solve problems by acting like life is a rosy thing while lighting candles and sage. The darkness isn’t outside it’s inside your mind and these ritualistic motions have nothing to do with psychological work. To look it in the eye and make friends is the only way to make it go away.
This is the kind of substance I deal with. You will never be forgotten with me.
Artistry
Digital and physical artistry is how I re-create visuals of the vibrational world—the dimension of existence where the vibes are seen.
☛ I have many images inside my head, and all of them are complicated to get out with a regular paint and brush, hence digital art.
I also have a musical ear and a keen sense of rhythm, and am also a linguist enthusiast with a fascination for etymology.
