Metaphysics is the science of the universe.
➨ It is the exploration of the universe from a moral and mental standpoint.
Metaphysics and “spirituality” are the moral and vibrational exploration and understanding of the universe.
“The vibes are conscious energy currents, or energetic wavelengths. They intricately define consciousness, create life, and from them sprung the vast expanse of the universe. […] It is judicious to say, then, that the universe is conscious, and alive.” The Vibes
“Consciousness is made of the same [thing] that makes the universe: energy. These energy currents form a single unit made of a multitude of currents. That’s consciousness, and human beings are a miniature of that.” Human Consciousness.
I am the peering eyes of the universe that speak the truth.
personal tidbits
☛ My first name was invented from scratch by my mother. According to her intentions, it means “daughter of god”. According to my ex’s interpretation, it means “the universe’s special child”.
☛ 6th 🌓︎ ☋ ♄
☛ A funny quote from an acquaintance about me, “It’s just, how is she alive, how does she live?” (I agreed).
Mission Statement
The definition of “psychology“
I can’t believe it needs to be said, but psychology is not the study of the brain (the study of neurological reactions and pathways). It’s the study of the mind.
Some don’t seem to understand the definition and see something else when they see the word “psychology” floating around this website, and I’ve had some people genuinely try to show off their expertise (the blasphemy of using this word in this context) by telling me “I wrote all of my partner’s university essays for her, I know psychology.” My dude, how do I break it to you.
Etymologically, “psyche” represents this intangible and abstract thing that people, at the beginning of life as they arrive into life and society, sense exists. In the Greek’s definition, in the understanding the Greeks have of it, it tries to evoke the “soul,” but it is not the soul either, as it is one of those attempts at naming this thing which they struggled to capture into their understanding, enough to verbally speak it and word it. In their incomplete understanding, they haven’t put a name to it yet; they have not advanced in discovering the definition yet. The word “psyche” is this early days attempt at naming it. It’s what goes beyond what the eye can see, what we knew and could see and sense of our emotions, not just in how our brain physically processes them, but in how we energetically feel both them and everything. It was the incomplete beginning of an understanding and the guessing of the more of consciousness.
This definition put forward by Greek culture and philosophical musings that we’ve all adopted in our Western mindsets already understood and made initial attempts at defining the mind as a vibrational (energetic) entity, as I describe it.
If the fucking Greeks got it two thousand years ago, what with human beings in the 21st century vaunting themselves as more advanced due to our post-industrial revolution technological advancements, why can’t the rest of us today admit to it in the public sphere? Why do people have to be such losers about it who pride themselves on erasing the “non-physical” and acting as if they discovered the truth of the universe and are 18th century siècle des lumières woke for erasing that basic aspect of the universe and of existence and yet while having made no progress whatsoever compared to the ancestors we pride ourselves on being so superior over?
The mind is not the brain, though the brain is its physical conduit and expression and equivalent. But the mind just as the universe itself is made of vibrating conscious energy currents. These currents are conscious that they are, and it’s their consciousness that forms, consciousness. The mind, as such, is an amalgamation of energy currents (vibrations, or “vibes”), that can only form together precisely because it knows that it is. It’s this self-awareness that allows it to generate enough magnetism for it to stick together, enough to form, consciousness.
It’s how the universe came to be (what people in the scientific community have discovered as the theory of the “big bang” ew what an intellectually impoverished phrasing), and how living beings, and thus us humans, as declined from the universe and miniature of the whole, have come to be as well; as declination of the universe itself. This is the moral explanation, reason and propeller of the physical expansion measured by science.
We therefore model it, and that is what the mind is. That is what a human is. A human consciousness, a gathering of energy currents that know that they are, enough that they can form a whole being, in this instance, a whole human.
The mind, like the universe, is made of vibes.
And this is what psychology actually means. The study of the mind, this vibrational entity.
To understand the universe is to understand the mind, to understand and know the mind is to commune with the universe and understand it in its wholeness.
Psychological knowledge repository
I am composing an ever-growing psychological resources to understand the human mind, its inner and unacknowledged on-goings, so you can solve your problems.
This is the equivalent of handing you a “how-to” manual and guide to the mind, in order to analyse and understand the kind of impact that comes from abuse. This is about understanding its very nature, and the nature of things.
I care both because I am and was that person overwhelmed by things that far outreached my capacity to solve problems, despite my intelligence, problems to which everyone around me no matter how emo or supposedly woke have found a solution to either (yes yes, the answers lie within).
“Where the energy goes when it’s unfulfilled.” There was an oversight and lack of fulfillment regarding the conscious acquisition of complex psychological knowledge before me.
As such, I was born with the talent to understand this knowledge, but also the abuse to decipher psychological knowledge.
My mom should have handed me this guide to life. She didn’t. I’m compiling it, because I want to, because I can, and because I don’t actually have a choice either way, because I can either do that and live a life worth living, or I can go jump off a building. So now you guys have this guide, and I have it too.
This is for trauma resolution (and acknowledgement), self-awareness, and ultimately, the problem solving that leads to an actual peaceful life.
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Ultimately, it is metaphysics that touches upon all these subjects.
Through metaphysics, we gather the why of the mind,
and how it’s influenced by the laws of the universe
Thereby resulting in metaphysics,
which encompasses all these fields
but goes beyond them to marry them into something comprehensive,
giving us the big picture of existence.
There can be no understanding of truth, without the gathering of all these fields together, to attain the bigger, global picture of existence.
“Spirituality” is an all too unregulated field, and it is dismissed by others. But all spirituality really is, is understanding the universe, from a moral, mental and vibrational perspective.
People fear the fact that life isn’t a physical thing and that the physical aspects are only the negligible part of it, and aren’t half of its totality. The unevolved fear this, and they tend to dismiss it altogether, which is what science (the community around it!) does as well.
While I do not like the term spirituality, because it smells too much like incense and crystals, this is often what people refer to this field as.
What it really is, the closest term, is “metaphysics.” Of course, that won’t ring a bell with everyone and most will prefer to call it spirituality, and some will dismiss the field when called spirituality because they think it’s too woohoo.
.Extras
Titles & monikers
+ the masses vs elevation
People typically want to see a title that will quickly summarise what a person is. Dalai Lama, buddhist monk, Zen master, spiritual guru, something. Unfortunately, I can’t find one that fits.
I don’t go by titles like: “spiritual teacher,” “spiritual gurum” “influencer,” “therapist,” “psychoanalyst,” or any other title because none of them are accurate. I don’t think it’s possible to encapsulate everything with one word, and when I get down to it, a lengthy essay explaining everything is more fitting. It sounds like someone who’d prescribe meditations and affirmations instead of pills, the spiritual version of a psychiatrist. Neither work when used like that.
To my knowledge, others in fact also struggle with wording this thing I am and that we’re all doing. From “new thought leader,” to “author”, to “inventor” and a bunch of other broad terms that don’t dare to describe themselves more specifically because all of them are out of the normal humans-created beaten paths, describing the vibes, this specific magnetic nature of life, is difficult (I’m working to find a name for it.) What is a person who does that?
For professional and fancy twitter bio purposes, I refer to myself as a metaphysicist. But that’s by default, because I have no idea yet how to refer to what I’m doing. Based on the above description, what do you think I am title wise? (and please don’t say something idiotic like “crazy”).
The best way I can define myself is by saying that I sense the vibes, and I can report on it. That helps me define (word) and explain what the mind/human consciousness is doing, which itself relates to our fulfillment, which itself relates to our universal, moral, and so spiritual evolution.
For this reason, title wise, I remain with my cryptic, summarising with a somewhat humorous undertone, name, “vibe rider“.
What also needs to be said is that anyone can sense the vibes, as we are all vibrational creatures, though the range of sensing can 1. be limited, and 2. be reduced through practices. It’s a matter of “hierarchy” between individuals, which is strictly a matter of spiritual evolution: some may be truly dumb, or dumber, but everyone has a sensing threshold where certain things enter into their awareness; they wouldn’t have enough potential to tap into to evolve, if they didn’t -> if you can’t sense the vibes that means you aren’t alive: to be able to focus your being into a whole walking human means you are intelligent enough for it, otherwise it wouldn’t happen. Meaning that even if one person is more advanced than another and has more awareness, it doesn’t mean someone dumber can’t sense the vibes at all; they can, just less. But they still can. That’s the important distinction, because that acknowledging it isn’t cultivated by the system, and yet it’s the key to make people less horrifically stupid and “retarded” (I mean delayed).
It’s a paradoxical relationship: people are kept stupid ↔ and are genuinely stupid, but then are kept in a state of stupidity, and it’s what makes them stupid; it’s a two-way street. If people were not maintained in a state of blindness, they’d try to feel around in the dark to get out of it. → In other words, they would still be stupid, but they would be actively doing something about it, because that’s the natural drive. But because the world keeps people stupid, they feel comforted that it’s okay to be. They think it’s fine to be unevolved. So they do nothing about it.
On the other hand, a lot of people in the spiritual community are drunk on their own evolutionary privileges and we’re all a bunch of megalomaniacs thinking we’re better than the rest of the peasants (although, one note, everyone, all humans, feel this way because it’s an instinct born out of wanting to detach from the indistinct whole: “everyone is stupid apart from me” bad news buddy, that includes you, but of course not me.), and the more advanced we are the more we think we’re the best, while also objectively knowing our just and correct place in the universe. It’s paradoxical.
That being said, all of us are made of the same energy currents, and like I argue, it’s the same as having hands and exploring the physical; we explore the metaphysical with our mind the same way. I happen to be particularly attuned to it, and this is what I share and distribute, because there’s been enough of the world ignoring this.
But it is wishable for the whole world to be able to do the same too.
Toxic & fake positivity
+ Why I have no interest in it → Embracing darkness
Most people complain about negativity. In their eyes, any negativity that goes above almost any threshold is excess negativity. Doesn’t matter who it’s about, when people see negativity, they tend to flee; they’ll reject their loved ones, themselves, etc, although people have a weird knack of being able to accept the darkness in animals and rehabilitate them.
The fake spirituals would like to cover up their darkness with falsely positive words and with other falsely used practices, which is a blatantly “blasphemous” misuse of what affirmations and other practices really do. It’s nothing more than a blanket thrown over the “darkness” they refuse to acknowledge.
The mainstream world is worse, because they run on entertainment and oblivion, coffee and energy drinks, to avoid looking at their life.
People tend to cover up negativity with a blanket, and this blanket prevents you from knowing what is going on inside your mind, and it removes nothing and solves nothing. It’s both wrong and stupid in the sense that it is unproductive and doesn’t accomplish what you want it to, because it doesn’t make anything go away.
There is no illumination in fake positivity. And that’s what the shallow side of the spiritual movement is about (to be clear, this is not to throw the spiritual community in the grinder). Avoidance of darkness, avoidance of all the things that are dark and negative inside us, because they can’t stand its weight, and they can’t stand its consistency.
But I couldn’t care less about presenting a radiating, positive front where I act like I’m some woke meditative person or something, because that’s not connection (illumination) and that’s not what people’s lives truly are like. I can stand it just fine, and I understand that, at the core, what truly hides there at its source, is suffering. You will always be safe to be yourself with me.
The thing is that darkness isn’t “dark”, it’s just you. It’s a bunch of stuff you aren’t clear on, haven’t properly identified as you, or that you never de-repressed. And because it’s steeped in suffering, natural repression always occurs, and external repression is combined to it. But it is simply just YOU. It’s YOU. You are this unacknowledged stuff. It isn’t “demons,” “monsters,” “impulsivity,” “intrusive thoughts,” etc, it’s YOU. You just haven’t acknowledged it and looked it in the eye, and you’ve struggled to do this because suffering represses everyone, because that is how human consciousness works.
“Dark” means forgotten. It means thrown into the confines of our subconscious to the point that when it comes out, we didn’t even know it existed to begin with. Consider that these things, it’s all just your friend, the unacknowledged you, continuously relieving something angsty because you haven’t put it to rest yet, and because the world has repressed you against your will, which isn’t your fault.
The world (therefore, we, all of us) only ever benefits if we are not afraid of ourselves, and above all else that means looking at what we do that we don’t acknowledge with our frontal part, and to make good friends with it.
By running from this kind of darkness because it’s too heavy, people reject themselves and thus the world, and they reject the healing the world needs, because you’re also rejecting yourself. These people are effectively working against the world’s healing, and thus their own, every single time they turn away from something rejected from the eyes of everyone. We can never heal the world, much less ourselves if we don’t look at what’s hidden underneath, and if we don’t let it out.
They also have the tendency to, when helping, trying to get a person out of their negative state immediately. They throw encouragements and other forms of positivity, with no picking up on the fact that a person may want to dwell on the feeling, not to stew in their bad mood unproductively (not to be confused with purposeful stewing in negativity because you want acknowledgement), but to understand the state they’re in. It’s an idea that is not particularly welcomed, and can scare some away.
Trying to hurriedly and forcefully drag the other person out of it with various forms of blanket positive words is an uninformed act.
Ultimately, the only key out of a negative state is understanding, and embracing it. Give it lots of hugs. Because the force generated by understanding is what diffuses a negative vibe (transforms it), and propels you forward into a better state, aka a “higher state”. → Because then there is genuinely nothing holding you back. There is no other solution but to accept the state you’re in at the moment you’re in it, and understand it.
Looking at it in the eye is the only way to ever master it. You don’t tame darkness by pretending it doesn’t exist but by acknowledge it and looking at it in the eye. You don’t solve problems by acting like life is a rosy thing while lighting candles and sage. The darkness isn’t outside it’s inside your mind and these ritualistic motions have nothing to do with psychological work. To look it in the eye and make friends is the only way to make it go away.
This is the kind of substance I deal with. You will never be forgotten with me.
Artistry
Digital and physical artistry is how I re-create visuals of the vibrational world—the dimension of existence where the vibes are seen.
☛ I have many images inside my head, and all of them are complicated to get out with a regular paint and brush, hence digital art.
I also have a musical ear and a keen sense of rhythm, and am also a linguist enthusiast with a fascination for etymology.
